dreams....

i took a nap in the afternoon n dreamt of her.

me n a bunch of girls (i dun exactly remember who, but ros was there) came out of the toilet. we were in a shopping mall. we walked out, n when i looked back i saw her walking also, but slowly n she was lagging behind. so i decided to backtrack n walk with her. i put my left arm around her shoulders.

"so wat do u wanna do today? we can do anything that u want, anything at all," i said. somehow even at that point i knew she her being with us was just gonna be a brief one. she never really answered me.

"u wanna go home n pray, be with ur family?" i asked. she shook her head, still looking down. so we walked n we went down an escalator.

"u wanna call ur mum? she might be worried abt u if she doesn't know where u are," i continued.
only to this she answered.

"no i dun wanna call her. she might be worried abt this assignment," she replied, sobbing.
then i just hugged her.

"so wat do u wanna do?" while speaking, the rest of the girls were lingering n just waiting.

"swimming," she said.

"ok girls," i announced," we're going swimming."

at which point i was thinking to myself 'oh man... i dun have a swimming suit!'