Was going to post a comment... but...

Was too bloody lazy to wait for the comments thingy to load. Sigh, the pitfalls of bloody modem. Will have to work on a scheme to get dad to change.

Ija, I don't think your telling me to shut up has any effect whatsoever... so there! And yea, yea, I know, I've been antisocial. I haven't met up with ANY of my friends since I came back... except Ros the other day cos I happened to be on my way out anyway. Bah.

It's partially your fault anyway - who asked you to go get yourself a regular job??

Know exactly how you feel about the familial nagging. Ehck. To add to that, Bruce has also been nagging me about driving... "darling how many hours left?", "darling we have to do more driving"... BAH.

But see, I don't know which is worse... the really naggy nagging or the coaxing/nosey type questions. Don't know what I mean?

Naggy Nagging - What Ija described. There's that sense of annoyance/disappointment...

Nosey/coaxing questions - Basically nagging to try to strongly suggest you do something or to get a positive response. eg: When you want to get married?? (famous questions from rellys) or What does Bruce think of the religion...?

God, so many people are so bloody interested in whether he's converting, and so many jokes have been made, that the boy already knows what sunat means. lol. It's amusing... people are already anticipating wedding bells... when we spend half the time arguing (does it count as arguing when I'm doing all screaming though?)!

Which reminds me.... before I leave... some advice:

Never let older women see you play with babies/children unless you want to be constantly reminded that you are fully capable and should consider producing your own offspring in the near future.

we are so beautiful baby!! hahah.....

ooohhh... can't wait for the raya pics! eh nurul, u can bring the laptop then i install photo thingy for lyn skali. i'll bring the template needed to send any pics we want for printing (template curik dari tempat kerja la mana lagi, hehe).

ok i did enjoy myself, despite complaining all day long, haha. being surrounded by a married couple n the unmarried couple was fun, n i din feel left out at all! well of cos la since i was squeezed in between 2 of ur guys at the backseat...

n i was glad we din go to my house... cos my mum will be making annoying comments. oh.... see how come ur frens all can drive u cannot. they work got cpf u dun have. ni asik main game tgk bola. garang sangat sapa nak. bla bla bla. kawan pakai tudung kau tak pakai. ( nasib baik aku pakai baju!!) aiyah wateva la. the more she say, the more i dun wanna indulge.

aight nurul, must meet ah this week.

lyn, have a safe trip!! avoid any bird flu/sars/ppl!! haha....

nad... when in the blue moon are we gonna meet?? yes sorry i've been working. mabbe can intro u to nurul ah?? then can have a really noisy evening where i tell both of u to shut up...

ciao~ girls, gotta pay some attention to my ps2....

coffee bean affair

here are the other pics.. :) *click*

am suffering from a hangover. hangover from last night's raya madness. Again, i'd like to thank Ija, Runi and Eulyn for making this happen! kalau korang takde, i think i wont be as hyperactive as last nite.. :) i think i laughed too much and the fact that we had some dairy at the last house gave me tummy trouble while we were on the way home. nasib baik aku boleh tahan, kalau tak abis dorang sumer bau aku nyer natural perfume. heheh.. i'd like to recall those memorable stuffs that happen:

- me giving the middle finger to eulyn while i drove past her car (yes, dat felt good)
- receiving the middle finger FROM eulyn for causing the whole jam at the multi storey carpark.. (but i didnt catch it.. heheh)
- me playing around with the car signals and eulyn (the car behind ours) was actually following what i did.. HAHAHAHA.. (DAT FELT GOOD BABY!)
- me and runi singing to our HEARTS' CONTENT in the car, and practically deafened sabri ija and asri.. DIVAS REUNITE! hahahahaha...
- ija took a short video clip of me and runi in the car singing. i looked syiok sendiri, and runi was still singing although she can't recall the lyrics.. hehehehhe
- ija being herself. (quote: diam, runi.. dah bagus tu ader bontot..)
- me and runi irritating the ass out of ija, sabri and asri.. (AGAIN)
- eulyn driving for the whole day; while me, sabri, runi and asri took turns to drive.. hehehe.. wah eulyn, not bad ar.. superwoman la kau....
- and of course.. THE PHOTOSPREE.. pictures of US, ME, ME, ME, and MEEEE!!! hahahahahaha.. suker nyer akuuu! woooo... :P

ok now i'm very very sleepy. i am having a bad headache now. blastedddd.. ok take care darlings. toodles!

eulyn, have a safe journey to hongkong k. and hope that u have a good shopping spree!! :D

ija and runi, hope to meet u gals this week. i need to pass you guys the raya pics. and of course, SUSHIII! yummsies!

nadia, oh gosh u can make cookies and cream ice creammm???!!!! i want!!!


and here's some of the overdue pics:

Finally, a second post! (or is it third?)

So I've gone under the radar, and disappeared from the blogging world for the past few days. And what do I do when I come back? I update HERE first... you guys should be flattered!! *am trying to live up to the narcissism required for this blog*

Anyway, been busy dealing with bullshit mainly. Don't ask. Mainly to do with foreign affairs aka men are the root of all evil *grr*. Also had to deal with thesis draft. Ian still hasnt got back to me about it. BAH.

Other than that, been busy with hari raya thingys. I am so so tired. In a span of two days, I've made four batches of brownies and two batches of Cookies and Cream ice cream. But it's all worth it, seeing the lil ones (and not so lil ones) dig into it. I like how you can just plaster a pathetic face (easy enough for me) say "Saya buat sendiriiii" to coax people into eating! Bwa ha ha. Funnily enough, I have yet to eat ANY ice cream I made!!!

Hmm... gonna blog on my other blog now. Am tempted to copy most of this entry..

alone bored sleepy

hi guys... u won't believe where i am rite now.. yes yes, i'm now ALONE at NTU, in one of the tutorial rooms doing up the stupid e-card. hahahah.. i did only one ugly one and that's it. who cares.

ello...

sorry gals.. forgot to add caption on that one..
here's my dearest bro who has nasopharygeal carcinoma aka nose cancer... i love him dearly and as u can see, he's doin mighty phyne..

those are fake earrings he has on (pic taken @ fort canning for Children's Cancer Foundation Family Day)..

So.. last outing was a blast, thanks gals..
now for the next outing before i go for 4th honeymoon at Sibu island.. woo hoo!! (Project Passion Gimme some Lurving...)

anywayz, see ya!!

ello... 

my horrorscope n my hue

You've never been attracted to 'ordinary' people, either for friends or lovers. So you'll be quite open -- and even delighted about -- a brand-new, quite unusual person who'll want to get to know you better.
haha... aku punye horoscope. so who's the weirdo i'm supposed to meet eh??

n following is the color thingy...

you are mediumseagreen #3CB371

Your dominant hues are cyan and green. Although you definately strive to be logical you care about people and know there's a time and place for thinking emotionally. Your head rules most things but your heart rules others, and getting them to meet in the middle takes a lot of your energy some days. Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it. Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

jumbled joyah jumps in jeep

oh dear i mite be rushing for W.O.R.K this weekend! dammmmmmitttttt!!!! so which means... i'll have a sleepless nite tonite and so is Saturday. damnnnnn mother of all goats! don't worry ladies, i'll still be there on Sunday.. I HAVE TO, RIGHT? hehehe..

anyway, eulyn, can u please post up some of our pics? i'm close to the level of begging you right now.. heheh..

had coffee and those assorted chocolates for breakfast and ended up going to the toilet to berak... wooooo syiok, you know! and i'm hungry now..

and i have to come up with a few designs of some stupid XMAS ECARDS for the same irritating bloody goddamn client by monday morning. i'm stressed up now, with NOTHING storming up my brain. designer's block la. they are such moronic kerbaus.

'nuff said. i have to go. have to try very hard to create some juices from the useless gray matter up here. *pokes into empty skull*

oh whatever. by the way,

you are deeppink #FF1493

Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing. Your saturation level is high - you get into life and have a strong personality. Everyone you meet will either love you or hate you - either way, your goal is to get them to change the world with you. You are very hard working and don't have much patience for people without your initiative. Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

quadrupled joy!

wat crap, haha. ok sori runi puny. eh lyn, i expected the jambu pics of us to be up!! mana daa?? (ok tak yah takut, aku tak marah....)

erm update eh? well, nothing to update la. wake up at 7.30 (mcm org tak betul), work.... merungut at tempat kerja, eksyen very fast worker (padahal mata aku tgh tutup while facing the screen). on the messenger when my boss is out, n bebual dgn nurul. boss balik terus off the messenger, haha. balik tgk tv/main game... lepas tu tido la.

tu lah yg aku buat for the past 2 weeks. wat a bore. ok aku dah penat face the computer screen the whole damn day. as nurul always says....

TOODLES!!!!

(welcome back pigsy!!)

i had a great time with you ladies last nite. thank you. :)

*enter the invisible*

hi gang,
i kinda appear like disappear huh?... heheh... iknow i know nurul... rub it in..

well, reading ur entries is enough to alleviate my rindu.... juz keep reading n not posting anything...
anyway, miss u gals TREMENDOUSLY!!!!!!!!
can't wait to meet up and GOSSIP till we die from laughing....

Now for more serious news :
i intend to set up business! hmmm, sounds far-fetched but my dream will come true one day, with u gals backing me.. (sponsors welcomed!! any big shot sponsor who believes in fulfilling dreams pls approach me and we'll discuss details... ahaks!)

anyway, see u gals in 5hrs time!!

love ya!!

i'm back from a not-so-long hiatus.. well, not as long as runi.. heh..

my fever has subsided and here comes the coughs. damns.

dah tak marah (sangat).....

hehe... ok i've cooled down ppl! the lack of sleep was getting to me. lack: i need at least 9 hrs. any less n i'll be cranky. i had 2 hrs that time so i was Xtra cranky!

hari raya as per usual has seen my home swarmed by 'relatives'. yes i put the '' cos most are from my granny's side. not blood related, so pseudo relatives la. then there're those that are my grandma's sister's children, grandchildren, great-grandchildren.... u get the idea. my grand aunt is 100 yrs old!! yep born in 1904 can u imagine that?? as my sister was telling me... that's not very far from 1899. then, also ada my grandma's adopted children n their siblings.... so it's one big happy family (whose relations are getting fuzzier by the yr).

ok girls, i have to work again tmr... oh my.... i'm becoming a normal person!! haha

n nad, yes i have those kuihs here. hopefully they wun finish by the wkend!

lyn...lyn... punya lah panjang post kau... hehehe..

anyway, like i mentioned in the tagboard, i'm having a fever. and i've been shaking my right leg up and down to dismiss the coldness (rite, like it works anyway) my bones are turning to icicles! arghhh! even the thick sweater (it could pass of as winter wear) doesn't deter the cold air from penetrating.. bodoh betol. this is the problem with bosses who have thick (i mean LITERALLY) skin. 1.5 hours to go and i'm out of here. and the stupid bus ride will take forever too. traffic JAM. sigh before i start to swear i think i shall stop here.

total damnity.

2 days

Okay... 2 days to study for my linguistics exam... and to bullshit my way to the first 1000 words of my thesis. I can do this. I hope. *eep*

Any of you still have kuih tart and kuih makmur left for me to devour when I get back?? I riiiiiiiiindu.... *hopes I was using the right word*

me and my many poses

now, this is what crudeness is all about.

this bam has to work....

n i'm pissed. well he told me to come at 9am. heLLOOO???? that's crazy time. i told him i'll come at 11. then he was saying like "pls liza, there's a lot of work, bla bla...." so then i smsed him back "ya la, my pc spoiled u dun wanna repair ah" then he shut up, haha. bugger. if he makes ANY noise tmr, i swear i'm gonna rattle off, throw some pics ard his bloody "office" which is always in a ****ing mess. hell, the stuff in the bloody pc is in a mess. takes forever just to find a bloody file! it's a damn waste of MY time. n the wifey says," ya la, he's very busy." oh, ok... so it makes so much more sense to work when u have to find every single file on the messy desktop or C drive. u know wat?? he needs a whole damn year just to make the mess in his pc usable. n his damn office too. i'm a pissed lady. n he hasn't given me my freebie canon pack yet! if he doesn't have it, i'm gonna be even more pissed. crap man. i'm gonna play with my ps2 now. so wat if i'm sleepy later when i have to work?? if he doesn't want me there, i'll just leave. i dun really need the money. if he's not gonna pay me $10 an hr, i'll leave. even that is paltry for gdness sake. any less n i wun take any crap.

ok girls. the pissed one signing off.
luv u guys no matter how pissed i am!!
(i think i need to take a boxing class or sumthing. when i'm pissed i feel like punching things...)

bam.

(n lyn, the msg u gave on friendster couldn't have been clearer, or more confusing....)

holy guacamole! and so boredom invades.

pagi raya

7am

i'm bored!! can't sleep yest. got such a nightmare that i was jolted in my sleep. so apa lagi 4 pagi dah bangun tgk tv, then helped my mummy peel eggshells of telur burung (yummy!! for sambal tumis). kul 5 makan ketupat n rendang as i was watching a comedy on malaysia's tv1. kul 6 aku tgk bola, haha. k takpe at least i helped in something....

n once again, selamat hari raya ppl!! damn i have to seek forgiveness, haha. yes i know i've been mean n sarcastic, BUT i never meant to hurt anyone's feelings... so if u were hurt, WAT'S UP WITH U MAN?? haha..... ala come on la ah... kalau korang tak tahan dgn my brand of humour, all of us wouldn't be such good friends (including the pigsy :p). kalau si runi puny boleh tahan dah 12 tahun, yg lain pon mesti alrite apa eh.... (i think the lack of sleep is making me type crap)

yes raya this yr will be n feel different. my best friend is gone, n her absence leaves a gap during this festive season. no raya card received with her msg for me hoping that i get the guy that i'm after (or she wants me to be with), hehe.

hope u guys have fun with ur families, n see u soon!

ciao~

salam lebaran!!

ok gals... selamat hari raya. ok aku kena sleep now or else i can't wake up for raya.

ciao~

by the way, runi, it's "bonkers" not "binkers". hehe.

by the way, i overspent again. now i am broke. got myself a second hand keyboard for 200bucks from yahoo auctions. and bought an adidas apparel for me and sabri for close to 100 bucks. and wat else. i havent paid my bills. i bought some other stuff which are totally unrelated to hari raya stuff. wow. and i have to set aside $$ for KIDSSSSSS. bleeaaghhhhhhrgh.. u can't blame me for not looking forward to this festive season. heh.

tmr's the eve of raya, and i'm at work now, with NO mood to do anything at all. holiday mood i guess, can't help it. am thinking of requesting for boss to release me early. should i?

by the way, a good friend is on berita harian today.. wahhh i'm so proud of him u noe.. cute macam apek pulak tu.. hehe..

it's hard to try to look 22. can someone please pinch that cute gal's cheeks? *grinzzz* ok fine aku kan memang tak tau malu. but it's undeniable how young i look rite? rite? rite? hehhehe

going binkers!

eh pple... i'm officially going bonkers!!!

all this crap in my head is not staying IN!.. i'm having this Bithch Fit... i cant even spell bitch rite.. ARGH!!!

sociolinguistics and sociology of the malay culture and society - HELLO! who gives a d*%m!
i know i'm not suppose to react this way but da bloody crap juz wont stay in...

okie.. got 20 mins break, so i'm penning this mental explosion down..

i have 14 bloody topics to revise and my lecturer keeps saying "semua yg awak perlukan adalah nota saya.. so far takde org yg gagal.."
hell, i dun wanna be da 1st one!

Non sequiter...
itz great to read up on u gals... conjures my calm aura..
but i'm having trouble reading Eulyn's entries, juz like reading my lecture notes, itz a trauma and phobia thingy eulyn, no offense..
anyway 20 mins up... back to more crap..
miss u gals tons!!!

-the-girl-with-the-enormous-head-for-now-

using the old one

yup the old pc! my sis cocok the cable to this one.

i see nad the pigsy is here, giving out a recipe which i find useless, lol... no i dun like sweets, n making em is such a hassle. i'd rather not eat than prepare sumthing that has a slight level of difficulty.

n wat's with nad n nurul becoming chummy? *green eyed* lol... no dun worry i'm not turning into a clingy witch - substitute the letter 'w' with something else if u want (sounds like someone i knew... or know? well let's ignore her, haha).

i'm so full after sahur (not complaining! thankful that i have gd food...). i had to finish the chicken since no one else wanted to eat it. so altogether, including supper, i ate 5 pieces of chicken... fooh.. champion in da house man!! hehe

lyn, thank gdness exams gonna be over!! finally i dun have to endure stuff abt cells, fluids, n more crap that's 8 pgs long!! hahah.... *kidding!!* really la... takmo marah eh.... alah nanti raya aku mintak maaf for all my sarcasm that i have loaded on u. actually on almost everyone i know la.... hehe.

ciao~

oh this is so sweet. *click*

My First Blog Here...

Howdy everyone! Hope everyone's doing okay back home in sunny Singapore, cos I'm in the midst of exam fever in Perth. Bah... bah and more bah. Can you believe I only have the rest of today to prepare for an exam tomorrow? Grr. Not a happy bunny.

Anyway, Eulyn, I thought I'd post the ice cream recipe you were after. So now, no excuses... and no badgering me to make you guys ice cream! *bwa ha ha*

***

Jamie Oliver's Semi Freddo Recipe (taken from the book, The Naked Chef, additional ranting by me)

Jamie Oliver's recipe is enough for twelve servings. I've provided the halved version cos it makes about a litre of ice cream...

The Original Ingredients
two eggs (separate the yolks and whites)
250ml double cream or thickened cream
Half a vanilla pod (or about 2 teaspoons vanilla essence should do the trick)
27.5g sugar

Starry's Additional Ingredient (figured out from his flavoured recipes)
100-150g "flavouring"** (personal preference)

*crushed nuts, cookies, candy, chocolate buttons.. whatever. However, if you are making a vanilla based ice cream (which is what I've been making so far) try to refrain from using anything too creamy (eg. peanut butter or white chocolate buttons) because the semi freddo is in itself, quite rich. Jamie Oliver suggests coupling semi freddo with fruits such as berries, something which I quite fancy cos the distinct sweetness of the fruit will complement the creamy semi freddo. I have yet to experiment with liquid flavouring and non-vanilla based semi freddo though.. will post again when I do.


METHOD
You need to divide the ingredients into three batches, and beat them in the following order....

BATCH ONE (put this in the biggest bowl you have)
2 eggs yolks + seeds scraped from half a vanilla pod + 27.5g of sugar

Seeing vanilla pods are expensive, you can substitute with vanilla essence. Beat this mixture till it is a pale yellow. Put aside.

BATCH TWO
250ml double cream or thickened cream

I couldn't find double cream (Jamie Oliver's suggestion), so I used thickened cream instead. Make sure that the cream is suitable for whipping. I used Paul's Thickened Cream, available from Cold Storage (though I suspect some NTUCs might carry it).

This is the trickiest bit. It is quite a long process, seeing that you're whisking it by hand. I suppose that you could use an electric whisk, but it might be harder to control... Whisk the cream until soft peaks form. It is very IMPORTANT not to overwhip the cream because then it will start to separate and it's irreversibly yucky...

BATCH THREE
2 egg whites + a pinch of salt

Beat this mixture until the whites form very firm peaks. This means that you can pull the egg whites with the whisk in any direction and it will stay there.

Now, add the cream, egg whites and toppings to the yolk mixture. Fold everything in GENTLY. The mixture will be a bit lumpy because of the egg whites, so try and smooth it out GENTLY. Then immediately scoop the contents into a container, and cover with cling film. Freeze it. It should be ready in a few hours, but I usually leave it overnight.

Serving Semi Freddo...
The Semi Freddo may turn rock solid after being frozen. Do not worry your head off and run around the kitchen like a headless chook (whatI did when I first made semi freddo). All you have to do is put it in the fridge so that it remains cold, but kinda defrosts, about twenty minutes before serving. You could also just leave it outside for a bit before scooping.

nurul burul murul yurul

How daft. The Internet connection is down for awhile. And I’m typing using the wordpad, since I have so much time in the world right now. Heh.

Anyway, yesterday’s dinner with that rich friend of mine is so intimidating. Which means, me and another friend have to behave. Boring. I didn’t know his mom brought in some rich ang moh clients to dine with us at this Italian restaurant. The guy who sat beside me is from Manchester and he looks like Alex Ferguson. Haha. The place is amazing; ambience is great. BUT the food sucks. I had some grilled swordfish fillet and it sucks lor. The fish is too dry and hard. Eeeck. But I like the garlic pizza appetizer though. Yummss. J I told cavin not to bring us to such expensive places next time. Even if he treats us to mcdonalds, I’d be more than happy to have that. But, he loves fine dining. But I don’t like the fact that he always pays for our dinner. after that off we went to cavin’s place to chill for awhile, listen to some music and talk about some business proposal he had for me. Then he sent us home. Sigh. Great friend, nice house, snobby mom. But who cares.

Oh yea, I finally got my baju raya with sabri on Saturday. Geylang is scorching hot with crowds of inconsiderate pple. We just quickly grabbed the nicest and most affordable piece around and we exited that damned place in an instant. Oh yea, eulyn. Even though I bought my baju at First Lady, and there’s gonna be loads of duplicates walking around, I STILL WIN HANDS DOWN. *wink* hehe..
Finally the internet connection is up. Thank goodness.

mana aku nak carik....

kawan kaya?? hahaha... tak fair ah nurul! ok my nose is runny, have to blow it. dah malas aku nak tulis. camera aku coming soon!! weehoo! i shall post pics of myself......

bodoh

i am irritated. irritated with a stupid colleague. to me, he's a pest. to me, he's a big irritating swine that walks around thinking he knows it all.

anyway i'm not at my best of moods today. sucks. evrything seems to go wrong. sanity level is at its lowest. and tolerance level is zero. i'm tired and naggy and shagged out and my hair seems to have a life of their own - rebellious. and wow. it's only 12. kerbau betol...

anyway, i'll be meeting that rich friend of mine again for dinner. i dunno which restaurant he's gonna bring me and my friend to. i wonder... hehhe.. ija, takmo jealous ok. *grins*

ok i have no mood and strength to get my brains to work and type more jargons in here. i'm not some superhuman like eulyn who can give a thousand-word essay in every post she posted. hehehe.. only engineers can do dat i guess.

i'm just a designer who designs for a living. how boring. k toodles.

she's gonna rock the gangsta's paradise... 

gatal girlish glee

kisssshhh meeeee....

me and my stoned boyfriend. please tell me i'm beyond redemption.

muahahahahaha..

i'm bored. this pic matches my mood. 

aku lapar.

that's me n my teh tarik at cameron highlands. ok i mentioned malaysia, but not cameron highlands pls! i left so much puke on the roadside on my ways up n down. 

let december come...

my boss just told me set datelines for projects that i have, n i think he wants to give me more work. u know wat? i have enuff in my hands rite now n i dun think i wanna take anymore. hari raya's coming n i dun wanna work after that. i want to enjoy my december. go places, n i mean not orchard rd. i wanna go to places in malaysia where i keep seeing on tv. nice scenic places. well it's the most convenient n the currency will not break my bank. why keep saving money if i dun spend em eh? so my plan is to finish all that i have now n enjoy the rest of the year. working all de time isn't gonna bring me joy. sure it brings me (some) money, but money is there to be spent!! i just renewed my passport last month, so rest assured i can travel for 10 yrs w/o stopping...

tickle her ear with the pink pillow... she likes it :) 

dreams....

i took a nap in the afternoon n dreamt of her.

me n a bunch of girls (i dun exactly remember who, but ros was there) came out of the toilet. we were in a shopping mall. we walked out, n when i looked back i saw her walking also, but slowly n she was lagging behind. so i decided to backtrack n walk with her. i put my left arm around her shoulders.

"so wat do u wanna do today? we can do anything that u want, anything at all," i said. somehow even at that point i knew she her being with us was just gonna be a brief one. she never really answered me.

"u wanna go home n pray, be with ur family?" i asked. she shook her head, still looking down. so we walked n we went down an escalator.

"u wanna call ur mum? she might be worried abt u if she doesn't know where u are," i continued.
only to this she answered.

"no i dun wanna call her. she might be worried abt this assignment," she replied, sobbing.
then i just hugged her.

"so wat do u wanna do?" while speaking, the rest of the girls were lingering n just waiting.

"swimming," she said.

"ok girls," i announced," we're going swimming."

at which point i was thinking to myself 'oh man... i dun have a swimming suit!'

bored, breastless, blogs, broke and blabber bubbles.

oh gosh.. looking at the picture below with me and eulyn makes me realise how small my boobs ar! even mrs field's muffins are bigger and delicious and mine are just a pair of punctured fruits. sigh.. thats the bad thing about losing so much weight. there goes my well-endowed days.. hahaha.. but my boobs are gone!! arrghhh! any idea of how to bust myself up? i dun want silicon. wat about jamu? hehhe.. oh, oh!.. talking about jamu, last time when i was small i used to rummage through my parents room and i found something that belongs to my mom. it can't be my dad's cos the box read something like: pil membesarkan tetek. or something like that la, i can't remember! i was like only 12! hahaha.. but i sure could remember how extra busty my mom was. woohoo! MILF. ok.. eulyn and ija.. u mite not understand wat MILF means. but well, i suppose u shouldnt know. in conclusion, i want BREASTS.

and oh ya, what's new. for the millionth time (which is quite close to infinity now).. i have no work to do. which brings me to doing loads of crap like:

-pretending that my pc hanged on me and restarting it again
-go to one of the clients' websites and pretend to look for errors
-go to the toilet and talk to myself in the mirror, feeling so appalled at the ugly creature staring back at me
-daydream of finding a stack of thousands of dollars in some trash bag and splurge it all on the things on my wishlist
-daydream that i was some flawless hot babe (with breasts, of course) wearing a bikini suntanning with my fave bad boy, Colin Farell
-opening a new photoshop file and close it again.
-pretending to read my emails for the umpteenth time.
-read my blog again and again, and virtually slapping myself at my atrocious english
-dan sebagainya...

and of course, my all-time favourite. reading pple's blogs. heh. talking about blogs, *waves back at nadia* hey, guess what? your blog's in my favourite's list now! wwooohoo! and happy belated birthday to u!! :D

and finally! i got the much-awaited paycheck. no, ija, i'm not gonna treat u.. heh.. i have been broke for a few days now. spent and spent like some rich bitch and now i feel the pinch.. ermm.. more like a punch actually. and i am so not looking forward to giving kids money for hari raya. *ouch* i mite as well just throw away my long wish list. unless some sugar daddy wants to spend on me without asking for sex. har har har. dream on, nurul.

oh ya, eulyn and ija, here are some of the cheapest digicams i found (apparently, boredom causes me to be a bit more resourceful.. haha) click here and here. both are $399 and $349 respectively. I, of course, prefer the cheaper one. not only that, it has optical zoom. and it looks cute on me. hahaha.

ok bye for now. stupid freezer (aka office) is getting to me. going to the toilet again! toodles!